10:01 p.m. - 2003-03-23
I need to get my ass in gear!
I hung out with Mike C. and Johnny this week. Weds. was Johnny's 22nd birthday and Jared and I skipped school and picked up Kurstan. We...
-Ate at denny's at 8am
-went to Johnnys
-Went to the beaches
-shop
-southside mall
-home
Thursday I missed school cause I'm sick. It sucks like a mofo man. I hung out with Mike looking for houses.
Friday I hung out with Johnny again. He took me to another park near 5 points. I was so paranoid because it was 10:30 pm and all these people were walking around and being crazy. Luckily, I was protect by 6'1,buff Johnny, but who's gonna protect 4'11 lil me from him?!? HAHAHA...that's a joke, though lots of my friends worry about it.
Saturday I hung with Donald. Had fun with him. Then Johnny. I was a lil scared/amused that night. Well we went to Starlight again. We went a few weeks ago and he song a song about me like he actually wrote a song about me and played it. It was a sweet gesture,but we've been dating for like 2-3 weeks? Later we flirted around in Thee Imperial. Sometimes I feel a bit strange hanging out with older people.Not old old, but people who are already out of high school for a few years. I feel like this lil girl. Not height wise, but maturity. I felt very distant from him that night though. A bit confused, I was kinda worried about James. He served his last violation and might be taken away for good. James called me up asking and asking if I could come over, but Johnny said no.Like the other night I did something cute or whatever with a kiss and I had a flashback of James and I back then...I think I was 15.
My dad saw my ex(Chris) mom on the news. They were interviewing her cause all 3 of her sons are at war. Bit the top of my lip when I heard the news. I still miss Chris and want him back! I'm worried for all of them!
