3:28 p.m. - 2003-03-17
WHADDA WEEK!!!!
Wella wella wella! This week has been insanely jam packed!
Monday-hung out with Megan and her sister.
Tuesday- I skipped school and hung out with Whitney and Johnny. Well Johnny didn't have school cause he's in college and Whitney's 14, so we have a huge age gap between all of us. We went to 5 points and The Landing. It was so fuckin great. Afterwards we took Whitney home and Johnny took me back to his place aka his parents house lol. We made out and his dad was home. He then ask me if he could take me to one of his favorite places and I thought,"uh oh." But I guess the perv that I am was all wrong cause he took me to this playground where kids were playing. Behind the playgrounds were these old houses and barns(some nicely preserved) from the 1920s. It was beautiful, we were walking around the garden and looking out at the duck pond. He then took me to this neighborhood with big house where across the street was the river. We sat down at the edge near the river and let our feet dangle, while we just looked out towards the river, talk and kiss such. He then gave me a tai back massage and all tranquility started to flow through my body. I was soooooooo sooooooo relax.
Wedsnday- I hung out with this girl I met Shayna. She's half filipino and white. I envy her beauty. She's into punk music and works at hooters lol. She knows my neighbor Justin...ack. But it was really awesome. Her,Jared and this guy CJ I've known for a few years now, just not that well, hung out. Afterwards I hung out with Justin.
Thursday- I'M STARTING A BAND! Yup with a girl named Corina. Now Corina and I met each other in elementary school. I never thought we'd talk to each other again, but I guess it's possibly meant to because here we are starting a band. I had such a great time singing and jumping around while she playing her guitar. Amy came by her house too. Amy quit Hot Topic, she got tired working there. I dunno...she's been kinda mean to me again lately. But fuck it.
Friday- After school, an old friend of mine named Mike saw me and we just started talking again. uh...I think he wanted to get with me and I told him I was dating Johnny. Turns out...he doesn't like him. I hung out with my friend Joe that works at Smash Music at 5 points...turns out he has this attraction to me and wanted to get to know me better lol. Thats crazy. We hung out at the mall on the southside and such. After that, I hung out with Johnny and we went to this show that my friend Keith told me to go to to see his band play. Well, I didn't get to see them play and Johnny and I only were there for 2 1/2 songs. We were an hour late, we talked to Sheena and left.
Saturday- 4 people wanted to hang out with me, but I hung out with Whitney and we went to the mall. We score free make up and got modeling jobs in April. I thought that was kinda cool 'cept I don't have a model pouse body.
Sunday- Hung out with Jared and went to mall and target. Afterwards I hung out with Johnny again. He took me to this place out in Mandarin(southeast Jacksonville)to this park at night. This park was also out near the river, but was sooooo much more breath taking than I imagine. The park had all these trails and on the river there was a dock. He sat out on the dock in the darkness making out and cuddling each other for warmth(since I was wearing a tank top and he has a shaved head.)It was another night of serenity while a restruant played 80s rock music in the background. I figure that Johnny seem to be the Romantic type. On our first date, well hanging out I didn't think I'd really like him, but I was wrong. It just that he's 22 and I'm 17. I'll be 18 in 3 months. But eh...I like him.
As for James, he called me a slut cause I told him about Johnny. I think it's possible that I could be over the fact he broke my heart. I finally realize that it's hopeless to dwell on something that'll just drag me down and well life has more to live for than that.
