9:25 p.m. - 2003-03-06
Bleh.....sad
This year has gone by fast! I'm not sure what I plan to do with my life besides finding a job. I'm quite nervous about the school year ending. I won't see many of my friends anymore...actually, I don't mind much. I actually wanna meet new people.
Todat was rather shitty. I hate days when it seems like the whole world is gladly to take a dump on you. That's what I felt! Everyone was just making fun of me for no apparent reason and I ended up crying. Especially James was being an ass. I have no clue why. But Amy and Will made me feel better. Funny how an ex makes you feel like shit and another ex makes you feel better. I think James might get jumped. Alot of people threaten to do it.
I'm so pathetic. I've been putting up with James shit for a lil more than 2 years. It's time to move on and for some strange reason, anytime I make an attempt. I end up finding that I still "love" him. It sucks. I'm looking for someone to date. Not a boyfriend or fuck buddy. I realize how much I miss Chris. Though, it'll be forever till I see him.
