10:48 p.m. - 2003-03-01
Here and There
Not much has been going on, but a few here and there. I cut my hair! It was a lil pass my shoulders, then I thought Fuck It! and chopped it to my chin. I look like younger version of Miss Swan.
James wasn't talking to me for like a week. I think he was upset the fact that my neighbor and I did things. Well I wore this somewhat gothy school girl outfit(without the whips and chains) and it got his attention cause he called me that afternoon. It was funny,the whole day people were just curious and kept asking me why I was so dressed up. I replied,"Is it so wrong to look good cause you feel good?" Nope, it isn't!
James walked me to class the other day, and he gave me a kiss on the forehead, but I asked for it. I dunno, it sorta made my day. He might be going to a program, so I'm kinda worried about it.
Yesterday and today I hung out with Mea and Jazz. Had the usual Movie Flick night. Watched Reign of Fire and Final Destination 2. What a fuckin gorry movie. LOL it was funny.
This source of inspiration is swarming my mind and for some odd reason it just not pouring out. I wanna write a song, but I can't. I wanna write a poem, but nothing prevails. Damn writers block!!! My poetry lately has just...gone down hill. No creativity has been present for awhile, and that's the worse. I just want something meaningful to emerge from my lips or written from my hands...*sighs* nothing.
