6:14 p.m. - 2003-02-16
Its been a HECTIC week!
This week has been soooooooooo busy busy! Time for an update!
Monday- I hung out with my neighbor Justin J. He's 19 and he's 5'4 lol. We have been fling buddies for years. I think 4 years. Damn. We made out and mess around and stuff. James called me too that night and Justin came to my door. I was yelling at him to go away and James was wondering why. Justin was mad and I don't wanna say why. I'm worried cause James's ex g/f might have aids or any sort of stds and it's a possiblity I gave it to my neighbor.
Tuesday- My church is now over crowded and half of the people have formed a new one. I saw RJ from Orlando there. I didn't see John W. though.
Wednsday- Scared as hell! First I had to go to my friend Jon M. to do a Senior project, but we played Sims instead. Then I was suppose to go to get a check-up, but the clinics were close, so I hung out with my friend Ramanda instead.
Thursday- I hung out with James hoping to make-out with him or something. Things didn't turn out as I plan, but I told him what had happen Monday, and I could tell he was mad. I went with a new friend named Maggie to get an appointment. She then treated me to tce cream =).
Friday- Stupid Valentines Day. I dress all cute though lol. I just wanted to see someone reaction at school. To my surprise, I got lots of people attention. I brought back lots of memories of me and James. Last year he skipped v-day to smoke out.
It was solo and ensemble festival and I sang a two solo. This song Secret Love and Danny Boy. I was sooooo nervous that my palms were sweating. It wasn't that bad though.
Saturday- Just awesome. I hung out with Donald, my gay friend that I love sooo much! We went shopping. Afterwards hung out with my neighbor again. Ummm...we made out and stuff in a secluded area and we were caught by some people. We went to this new neighborhood and had a talk. No more flings, time to move on with life. He then drove me to Mea's house. We were suppose to go to a club, but you had to be 18. So we went to a car show at 2am and watch people race.
It would of been two years if me and James were still together.
FUCK LOVE! Life is a huge complication.
