5:49 p.m. - 2003-02-10
Fuck...
Chris's mom broke up with me for him yesterday. I haven't talked to him since he left, so I understand why he didn't do it himself. But she said that Chris said not to wait for him anymore, that it was too hard to keep in touch...which is true. I cried and came over it. I gave back the ring.
I took a relaxing walk today for about an hour. It's been forever since I took a walk to ride all my worries.
I talk to this guy named Justin. Old fling thing. I feel horrible cause we did stuff again! Arg! I'm soo stupid!!!!
I think I'm going to get checked! I'm soooooo scared!!!!!! What should I do?!?!?
