9:27 p.m. - 2003-02-04
Ehhhh...um..yeah
Time for an update!
I was suppose to hang out with Amy Friday to go Prom shopping, but something came up. Instead I hung out with Ashley and Labiba. It's been forever since I hung out with them. WE hung out with Ryan, put make-up on him. He's very pretty. Made me envy him.
Saturday was my friend Erin's Baby shower. She's only 16. She's having a baby girl and naming her Jaci Lyn Desuyo. It was so cute. Sometimes when I go to showers, I think that I can't wait to have a baby, but I can.
Afterwards I hung out with old friends of mine, Carrie and Isaiah.Because of me they met, which I forgot all about, but kinda feel bad since Kurstan still has feelings for him.
Lots of issues I'm confused about. Like college and career and my "boyfriend".
It's been over a month since Chris last e-mail me. I don't think I want a b/f anymore. Maybe I'll call it quits. It's sad, I meet the perfect guy,'cept distance is tearing me apart! I don't know what to study for in college. Ahh...
