9:27 p.m. - 2003-01-20
Weekends weakends!
Lately I've been hanging out with Mea alot. I dunno why, she's like the only friend that ever gives me company, even if we don't get along to great.
This Friday I hung out with Caity and Britt at Steak and Shake. It wasn't that bad. I was hoping to go to a show or hang out with them longer, but it didn't happen.
It's impossible to find a job. There has to be a job close t where I live that's hiring. But there isn't...*sighs*. Poor pathetic me. Damn this sucks!
I went to the mall with Mea and Amanda. As soon as I walk though the entrance, first person I see was James. I wish I still didn't have feelings for him, but he's my first love. Not much I could do, right?!? Well, he ask money for some green and I didn't give it to him. He always bitches about how much he hates DDC. I don't see him making an effort to prevent himself from not going. I'm starting to believe he deserves to go. I don't know whether I should feel sorry for all his troubles or his supidity.
Tomorrow I have a denist appointment. I haven't been in a long time. I swallowed my filling a while back when I ate a fortune cookie. I'm nevous. They would have to numb my mouth and dig there hands in there. ew.
