5:54 p.m. - 2002-12-02
Weddings and Parties
My turkey day vacation went off all right.'Cept the fact I didn't even have a god Thanksgiving. I had no feast with family or nothin. But I did however spend time with friends. Friday I hung out with my church people. I've been doing that a lot lately. Saw Jonathan(minister's son from Orlando I made out with.) there. We talked for a long time. I told him that I might be moving there in August. At least I'll have one friend to talk to and hang out with. Saturday my cousin Gus was married. It was a beautiful wedding. It gave me that giddy feeling,what most girls get at a wedding, wanting to get married and such. lol. The colors were rose red and gold. *sighs* I met lots of relatives that I was totally oblivious about.
Sunday was Karinda's 17th party. Last year we Jazz and I threw her a surprise party. This year she invited like 30 ppl...5 people showed up. Be I guess your true friends always prove themselves,right?
It's been a month since I've seen or spoke to Chris. I miss him like crazy. Last night the thought of breaking up with him wander my mind. I look at the pros and cons of our relationship. I may never get to see him much, but it'll be so blissful when he comes back. I probably get another boyfriend,but every boy I usually know that likes me or I like rather already had a his chance,doesn't like me, or is an enormous perv! Chris is everything I want in a guy. I've never really realized it till I told Orlando one day that I think I have a crush on Chris. And Orlando goes, "OF COURSE! HE'S EVERYTHING YOU'RE LOOKING FOR IN A GUY. RESPECTFUL,CUTE,SMART,SWEET,DETERMINE,ROMANTIC,TRUSTWORTHY AND HE KNOWS YOU. Then from then on I've liked him even more. If I were to break up with Chris, where are thE CHANCES I'll find another guy like him?!?! Zero to zippo!!! I know I can trust him cause I've known him for four years and during those years we're became so close. I don't want to lose that. I don't want to lose him.
