10:54 p.m. - 2002-11-06
Nothing to happy
I'm sitting here,waiting for Drew Carey to come on and finishing my second bowl of mashed potatoes. Chris hasn't e-mailed me back yet and I'm starting to doubt myself. It's only been one week, one fuckin week since he left and I already want him back here. Geez...and he won't be back in a long time. I just need something to occupy my time. Hmm...like a job perhaps.
James called me the other day and told me he still liked me. Stupid ex boyfriends. I told him it was waaaaaaaay too late to tell me. He said he missed me and regret that he ever let me go. That I was his first love and I really cared about him. Glad he finally realize it. Loser.
The thing with James is I gotta push him away. Why the hell is he telling me these things when I finally have a boyfriend. But love is an emotional bitch.
On another note, I added a link to pictures of me!!! WHOO HOO!!! look below near Ani pic...and Oh, I'm getting a new layout. Just sign my guestbook.
