9:37 p.m. - 2002-10-08
shitty isn't it and my new kitty
Some dumbass left a comment on my guestbook to update. But I actually have things to type about. I think my friends are mad at me about dumb shit again. Like they don't talk to me as much or ask me to hang out anymore. Makes me feel like I'm lonely and hated again. But I been hanging around my friend Megan more. She's the only friend who doesn't get mad at me and enjoys my company.
Tonight was my chorus concert. I think we did pretty good. Except we forgot the lyrics of one line.
For some reason, I was thinking aimlessly and I saw a butterfly fly by and it almost hit the windshield of the car. I guess I took that as a philsophy on Life/love. A butterfly represents love/life. It flies beautifully and free, just to get smash into a windshield by a destructive car. Hmmm...weird.
Aside from feeling like shit. I have a new kitty. Her name is Artemis. I saved her from some guy at 5 points who needed to get ride of her quick. Who knows what could of happen to her. Some hobo could of try to roast her. She doesn't get along with Pixie though. But they get use to each other somehow.
I feel like I'm lacking something...maybe happiness...I dunno.
