9:20 p.m. - 2002-09-25
I need to regain myself again!
I talked to Harvey today after I talked to James. I think in a way, I become so dependant with things around me, that I'm not being myself. The only person you can really have dependace on is yourself. But dependance comes to anextend, like we can depend on love and friends. But when it comes to being too highly dependent, it's not good. I think that only when you depend on yourself is when you will actually become independant around other things. Do we understand? Yes?
Anywho, I'm tired of people being assholes. I've been nice to people and I just get treated like shit. I know people tend to joke around. But when someone jokes around all the time, it tends to get annoying and I get tired of it.
Fuck whatever happens now. I'm just gonna have to suck it up and move on!
