5:09 p.m. - 2002-09-11
Bouncing back on my feet
Everything seems to be flying high again. I'm trying my best to chase James out of my mind. Feels good so far. I'm ready to steadily walk on, just not all over. Meanwhile, I don't have a crush on anyone. All the guys at school I know and don't spark any interest. But then again, who needs a guy when I have great friends! I LOOOOOOOOOOOVE YOU GUYS! I think I may have made Caity sick. SORRY! But here's a silly convo of ours.
F: HAPPY SEPT.11TH DAY!
F: j/k!
F: that's so mean of me!
C: LOL
F: everyone is making a big deal about it...i'm sorry
C: i know
C: im sooo with u man
F: it's like another 4th of july
C: lmao
C: i love u
F: i'm serious!
F: gracious gravy dammit america! what's wrong w/ u!
F: it's a day of mourning, not independance!
F: lol
C: TRUE TRUE
F: oh well
F: IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII'M PREACHIN IT SISTA!
C: U GO!
F: lol
I talked to Mrs.DeSerio about James. She was mad!!! But I told her it was ok. We're still friends. Well of course I fib a little. I didn't tell her everything.
My hair looks artificial. The black dye looks like I'm wearing a wig. If you would love to see me with my pink hair, or just wonder how I look like, e-mail me.
It's been about 7 months being single. And almost 4 months since I had sex. And forever since I received a real kiss and a real I love you. *Sighs* I'm hanging in there. I know I don't need anyone, but I have my times of missing the security of love. Love....bleh!
