10:13 p.m. - 2002-09-09
James has fucked me over once again
Poison the Well-Nerdy
Funny how things seem to turn out. I was being so fuckin gullible! After James slept ovr and made me believe that we had the chance to be together again. Fuckin asshole! I feel as though I should blame myself to, but isn't it quite odd how his ex fucked him over,so he comes to his other ex for support?!? And he has plenty of friends, so why come to me? Thursday and Friday has screw me over so harshly and to figure that it would of been about damn tme I've learn my lesson about these situations. But fuck! I can be so fuckin gullible at times. Like Saturday and Sunday we were suppose to hang out, but we didn't. I called him Sunday and I ask him if he really meant what he said, and he said that he likes me as a friend. I felt like a FUCKING MORON! I thought we could could of work things out cause he said he would of ask me out again. I called him back tonight and I wanted an explanation why he would say one thing and say something else the next. Like why would he say he would of ask me back about, then say he just wanted to be friends and he didn't mean it. I don't understand there had to be a fuckin reason! I mean how fuckin dare he do this, after how sweet I was to let him sleep over. But fuck it! I'm gonna try to be happily single again.
Aside from James, my Saturday was just awesome. Talked to Joel and we went to 5 points. Met Caity,Brittany,Sarah and Megan B. up there unexpectedly. We hasd a night on the town. Hanging out with Joel is so crazy and fun! Joel and I mooned Sarah and Megan cause they were driving in the other car. Went to the beach and Caity,Brittany and I were flashing Megan and Sarah, while Joel chase them with his bare ass. Afterwards we went to Steak and shake to hang out. David M. kissed me cause he was drunk. It was so hilarious! Sucks though that I'm so conjested with mucus and have a horrible cough. I got Joel,James,Tom and Caity sick. I most likely got Tim,Brian,Ben and David sick too. I'm a walking virus!
