12:26 a.m. - 2002-09-01
2 nights of fun and my hair is PINK!!!
Sublime- 2 joints
Friday-The pass two nights were great. I slept over Caity's again and she streaked my hair pink! I love it! We went to the malland I talked to my friend Justin and he told me that James told him he was gonna mess with my head again, which made me feel like a ball of shit cause we're friends. We'll "supposive" friends I think. But the fact that he said he was gonna use me again just stabbed me. Again!?! So was he using me the entire time? It hurt me so much to hear that. But it didn't ruin my night. Afterwards we went to Fuel and it was me,Caity,Joel and Jeff. Lance,Ronnie, and Vito showed up and we all hang out! It was awesome! Watching the Rocky horror picture show,played pool, and just walked around. I saw Quincy there, but he was with some chick, so I didn't talk to him much cause I didn't want to intrude. Vito kept hitting on me. It was insane! He was giving me his number while whispering in my ear trying to lick my earlobe. I was like ok...I'll call you sometime. Gave out flyers of my friends band, Defeating Harrison.
Saturday- Woke up at Caity's and watched Moulin Rouge on HBO. We ended up going to Fuel again, but with a different crowd. Caity,Lauren,Brittany,Joel and me went. We did the same like the night before. Played pool and had great conversations. Vito called me and I asked if he was coming to fuel. He didn't have moolah or gas to go so therefore I just talked to him for awhile. But if he's gonna start develop a crush on me or whatever...he's gotta get to know me! I barely know the guy! Besides I don't really want a b/f. I do, but I don't. I'm afraid of random things in a relationship or maybe making the commitment or the fact that I have a damn phobia cause of a fuckin ex b/f of mine! Or maybe I need to calm my lil ass down! Yes indeedy! But anyways when I came home, my parents didn't seem too pleasant that my hair is obviously hot pink! Freak them out completely! But oh well! I told them just cause my hair is a weird color doesn't make me a bad person! I don't drink or do drugs(anymore!) and if they're gonna or anyone else are gonna critize me. Then that makes them the bad person, but I admit, I feel a bit bad cause I don't wanna make a bad impression at my church. Oh well!
