10:06 p.m. - 2002-08-26
Sex ,school, and people
Sex...I haven't had any in awhile, but I guess it's ok cause I know I don't really need it. I just desire it. But it doesn't mean I'm willing to fuck just any random guy. I just kinda get these cravings and try not to fall into temptation.
School for now is good. I talked to Mrs.DeSerio. She asked me if I was still with that ass. I was atonished and in shock cause a woman that's 60 or 70 said ass, whom by the way, is a teacher. I just laugh.
Speaking of which, "the ass"(James)as Mrs.DeSerio would recall, called me again. I don't know what's going on. His girlfriend actually broke up with him and they're basically fuck buddies. I honestly think she's just using him, cause he claims he loves her already. Which kinda make he feel rather shitty. But all is good as gravy! I told him that I loved him still(yeah,bleh) and I want him to be happy. I truly meant it too. Then afterwards, the reminiscing started to haunt me, so I called Jared cause cheers me up. It felt great to talk to him again, cause we rarely ever have the time to socialize at school anymore. But what I'm gonna do is move on, and try my best to be as happy sa possible!
