4:40 a.m. - 2002-08-03
consulor...
I felt like a counsulor for Will and Annette. I'm Ohmyfunkystarz
You have just entered room "SkYliNe TrAnCeR Chat50."
SkYliNe TrAnCeR: well see
SkYliNe TrAnCeR: there
OhMyFuNkyStaRz: see what?
QtPinAiPiMpEtTe: hey
QtPinAiPiMpEtTe: hullo frances
SkYliNe TrAnCeR: if were going to come or not
SkYliNe TrAnCeR: you*
OhMyFuNkyStaRz: ok
SkYliNe TrAnCeR: :-X
OhMyFuNkyStaRz: what now?
QtPinAiPiMpEtTe: wen was da last time you tawkt to joel
OhMyFuNkyStaRz: at 1
OhMyFuNkyStaRz: am
QtPinAiPiMpEtTe: and he said...
OhMyFuNkyStaRz: he's mad at u
OhMyFuNkyStaRz: basicly
QtPinAiPiMpEtTe: for...
OhMyFuNkyStaRz: many reasons
OhMyFuNkyStaRz: lying, fucking him over
QtPinAiPiMpEtTe: he knew the whole time how it was between me and will..
QtPinAiPiMpEtTe: i told him straight up...i wasn't gunna leave will for him
OhMyFuNkyStaRz: so maybe u should of left it between just u and will
SkYliNe TrAnCeR: ...
QtPinAiPiMpEtTe: you talk differently to me on the fone..
OhMyFuNkyStaRz: huh?
OhMyFuNkyStaRz: oh i just woke up that's y
QtPinAiPiMpEtTe: you know yourself that i loved will hella much...and i know you even told joel that
SkYliNe TrAnCeR: **bangs head on computer screen**
OhMyFuNkyStaRz: i'm not trying to be obscene, but what is love to u annette?
QtPinAiPiMpEtTe: earlier you were telling me how you were trying to talk to will and trying to calm him down...now it seems as though you're trying to make me seem even worse
OhMyFuNkyStaRz: not at all
OhMyFuNkyStaRz: how am i trying to make u seem worse?
QtPinAiPiMpEtTe: i skrewed things up with the love between me and will...
QtPinAiPiMpEtTe: and i made this mistake...it's my own fault...i'm not trying to justify what i did...
OhMyFuNkyStaRz: yeah, we all make mistakes
OhMyFuNkyStaRz: but c'mon will's a great guy!
OhMyFuNkyStaRz: joel's cool too
QtPinAiPiMpEtTe: i can't let will go...
OhMyFuNkyStaRz: but y joel?
SkYliNe TrAnCeR: great, no never
SkYliNe TrAnCeR: ill never be giood enough
QtPinAiPiMpEtTe: i know that....will's been nothing but perfection to me...and i know i did him wrong...
OhMyFuNkyStaRz: then y did u do it?
QtPinAiPiMpEtTe: joel had a way of talking...i spent too much time with him...
OhMyFuNkyStaRz: he said u seduced him
QtPinAiPiMpEtTe: i was being selfish...
QtPinAiPiMpEtTe: i seduced him?! wtF....by doing what? sitting there?
OhMyFuNkyStaRz: i dunno, i wasn't there
QtPinAiPiMpEtTe: so all it is...is his word against mine...
QtPinAiPiMpEtTe: and that's reallie gay
OhMyFuNkyStaRz: but still ya know, u fell for temptation w/ joel, I don't u y
QtPinAiPiMpEtTe: i dont u y?
OhMyFuNkyStaRz: know y*
OhMyFuNkyStaRz: lol sorry
OhMyFuNkyStaRz: i'm sleepy
QtPinAiPiMpEtTe: i have no reasons...i have no excuses...
SkYliNe TrAnCeR: annette i wanna know another thing, how could you sit there and act as if nothing ever was going on...and invite me to his bastard ass hotel...thats just damn wrong...
SkYliNe TrAnCeR: its like you wanted me to get buddy ith him to blind me of what you were doing
SkYliNe TrAnCeR: and, hell it worked...
SkYliNe TrAnCeR: i trusted you...
QtPinAiPiMpEtTe: there was hardly a thing going on..
SkYliNe TrAnCeR: and well..i got fucked over
QtPinAiPiMpEtTe: that's why i need to talk to you
SkYliNe TrAnCeR: ...
QtPinAiPiMpEtTe: talking to the computer.....does nothing
SkYliNe TrAnCeR: no, i can say stuff i know ill never say inperson
SkYliNe TrAnCeR: beacause im weak
SkYliNe TrAnCeR: and you took advanatge of that in me...
SkYliNe TrAnCeR: ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhh....
QtPinAiPiMpEtTe: ok...well i talk better wen you're there in front of me...you can see more than words
OhMyFuNkyStaRz: maybe u two need to talk in person
QtPinAiPiMpEtTe: that's what i want..
OhMyFuNkyStaRz: only will what u truly feel will be expose
QtPinAiPiMpEtTe: that why i want him to come with me 2morrow..
SkYliNe TrAnCeR: what time is this anyway?
OhMyFuNkyStaRz: it's 3:53
QtPinAiPiMpEtTe: most likely afternoon...like maybe 4....chris is gunna call me 2morrow..
SkYliNe TrAnCeR: thats damn late...
SkYliNe TrAnCeR: but just remeber i have no ride, and i havent even asked yet
QtPinAiPiMpEtTe: i dunno tho....he's gunna call me...
SkYliNe TrAnCeR: and im broke as a bitch on the street
OhMyFuNkyStaRz: is chris w/ kathy?
QtPinAiPiMpEtTe: chris is your ride..
QtPinAiPiMpEtTe: just ask...you dun need money
QtPinAiPiMpEtTe: yes...
OhMyFuNkyStaRz: ok
SkYliNe TrAnCeR: so, really who all knows about this?
OhMyFuNkyStaRz: i think maybe u 2 and joel need to talk
SkYliNe TrAnCeR: hell no, il beat his asss
OhMyFuNkyStaRz: he's in the same situtation as u
OhMyFuNkyStaRz: so most likely he's feeling the same way u r
SkYliNe TrAnCeR: i doubt it...
OhMyFuNkyStaRz: he's just as upset as u r
SkYliNe TrAnCeR: ha, what the hell for?
SkYliNe TrAnCeR: he knew he was here for only so long, so why even try to do anything?
OhMyFuNkyStaRz: cause he said annette fucked him over too
OhMyFuNkyStaRz: cause the reason he took a vacation here was mainly to see annette
SkYliNe TrAnCeR: well, of cousre, he dopsnet want to look like the bad guy
SkYliNe TrAnCeR: that bastard
QtPinAiPiMpEtTe: funnie how joel was saying totally different things to me..
OhMyFuNkyStaRz: y?
OhMyFuNkyStaRz: he told me he missed summer school just to see u,me n erin
SkYliNe TrAnCeR: looks like he saw annette more then anyone
QtPinAiPiMpEtTe: he said...he's happy for me and will..and that he sees how much i love him..and how i want to be with him forever...i know he came here to see us...but still...he dint say anything to me about the being angry at me...
OhMyFuNkyStaRz: most ppl don't tell ppl they like that they're angry at them
QtPinAiPiMpEtTe: everyone else always tells me wen they're angry at me...
OhMyFuNkyStaRz: everyone's different
SkYliNe TrAnCeR: i dont...oh wait, i dont ever say anything
QtPinAiPiMpEtTe: yes you do
QtPinAiPiMpEtTe: even if you don't say anything..i know...and you know that i know....cuz i tell you
OhMyFuNkyStaRz: sometimes will that's a bad thing
SkYliNe TrAnCeR: well, thats how i am...
SkYliNe TrAnCeR: i haide everything inside
SkYliNe TrAnCeR: hide*
OhMyFuNkyStaRz: not good...that's what i think though
QtPinAiPiMpEtTe: but you told me things...
SkYliNe TrAnCeR: not everything...
QtPinAiPiMpEtTe: ok...
OhMyFuNkyStaRz: soo....
OhMyFuNkyStaRz: ?
SkYliNe TrAnCeR: i havent eatin anyhing all day
QtPinAiPiMpEtTe: i just wanna talk to william about it all..in person...
OhMyFuNkyStaRz: ok
OhMyFuNkyStaRz: depends on will though
QtPinAiPiMpEtTe: i know...
SkYliNe TrAnCeR: :-$
QtPinAiPiMpEtTe: i reallie need him to give me this chance...
OhMyFuNkyStaRz: chances only vary sweetie
QtPinAiPiMpEtTe: i know that
QtPinAiPiMpEtTe: do you think he should give me this chance?
QtPinAiPiMpEtTe: do you think i deserve this chance?
OhMyFuNkyStaRz: i think this depends on u 2
QtPinAiPiMpEtTe: how so?
OhMyFuNkyStaRz: there's a saying forgive and forget
QtPinAiPiMpEtTe: u also...or you two
OhMyFuNkyStaRz: but also a quote that love is trust, love is kind, faithful
OhMyFuNkyStaRz: never jealousy, or selfishness
QtPinAiPiMpEtTe: bible verse...
QtPinAiPiMpEtTe: indeed...
OhMyFuNkyStaRz: yeah i know
SkYliNe TrAnCeR: ive nevefr read it
SkYliNe TrAnCeR: i wouldnt know
OhMyFuNkyStaRz: i can't remember what verse
QtPinAiPiMpEtTe: yeh...
SkYliNe TrAnCeR: silence is golden...
OhMyFuNkyStaRz: not really
QtPinAiPiMpEtTe: i knoe there are no excuses for what i did..and i'm not trying to make any..i know what i did was wrong..and i'm not trying to justify it...but i've lost the most wonderful thing in my life...and i can't just forget that
SkYliNe TrAnCeR: ok,ok...let me ask you, what did you do???
OhMyFuNkyStaRz: no offense annette, but wouldn't u have figure that out after seeing joel the first time?
QtPinAiPiMpEtTe: i didn't believe that things would get this far
OhMyFuNkyStaRz: some things u should never risk
OhMyFuNkyStaRz: i know that u care about will
SkYliNe TrAnCeR: not enough
SkYliNe TrAnCeR: 0_o
OhMyFuNkyStaRz: but i went out w/ him to! during the times we went out, some many guys gave me an oppotunity to cheat on him with them. but I didn't cause I had morals about it. will's a great guy
QtPinAiPiMpEtTe has left the room.
OhMyFuNkyStaRz: hmm...she's mad?
SkYliNe TrAnCeR: iono, i think i said soemthing bad
OhMyFuNkyStaRz: or maybe i did
SkYliNe TrAnCeR: no, i did
SkYliNe TrAnCeR: shjesd back
OhMyFuNkyStaRz: but when i type something, she signed out
SkYliNe TrAnCeR: me too
OhMyFuNkyStaRz: no u didn't she exited the room
SkYliNe TrAnCeR: i was talking to her an in IM
QtPinAiPiMpEtTe has entered the room.
OhMyFuNkyStaRz: ok
OhMyFuNkyStaRz: did u even read my last comment?
SkYliNe TrAnCeR: OhMyFuNkyStaRz: but i went out w/ him to! during the times we went out, some many guys gave me an oppotunity to cheat on him with them. but I didn't cause I had morals about it. will's a great guy
OhMyFuNkyStaRz: i meant annette
QtPinAiPiMpEtTe: i kould of cheated other times too...
QtPinAiPiMpEtTe: why i chose to this time...i don't knoe...
QtPinAiPiMpEtTe: there is no excuse...
SkYliNe TrAnCeR: that just pisses me off whrn you both say that
OhMyFuNkyStaRz: both?
SkYliNe TrAnCeR: "i coukld have"
OhMyFuNkyStaRz: say what?
SkYliNe TrAnCeR: so, you did think abou tit
OhMyFuNkyStaRz: nope
SkYliNe TrAnCeR: but didnt act on it
QtPinAiPiMpEtTe: no....
QtPinAiPiMpEtTe: there was a choice...
QtPinAiPiMpEtTe: i mean an opportunity...but it dint matter...
SkYliNe TrAnCeR: there shoundt have been one at all
QtPinAiPiMpEtTe: i mean....i dunno how to explain it..
SkYliNe TrAnCeR: fuck i need to eat, im getting lite headed...
SkYliNe TrAnCeR: but ir feels good
QtPinAiPiMpEtTe: its not that hella ppl go and ask for a person to cheat on their other..
SkYliNe TrAnCeR: it*
OhMyFuNkyStaRz: i didn't plan it, the guy just approach me and ask me and i said no, i have a b/f
SkYliNe TrAnCeR: i feel like im floating...
QtPinAiPiMpEtTe: fraces...you know joel...you know how he talks..
OhMyFuNkyStaRz: yeah
OhMyFuNkyStaRz: he mumbles alot lol
QtPinAiPiMpEtTe: i was stupid enough to actually listen to him
SkYliNe TrAnCeR: what did he say?
OhMyFuNkyStaRz: it was stupid to cheat on both of them
SkYliNe TrAnCeR: listen to him...what ddi he say to you?
QtPinAiPiMpEtTe: i mean his werds....the way he says them...and he's gunna say that *i'm* the one who seduced him?
SkYliNe TrAnCeR: that mad u listen
QtPinAiPiMpEtTe: i didnt....he knew how i felt about will the whole time
OhMyFuNkyStaRz: then if he knew how u felt, then of course u knew how u fell bout will too, then y did u let joel get to u?
QtPinAiPiMpEtTe: he emphasized on how he came here to see me...how he gave up summer school so he could come here....how he's given up this n that
OhMyFuNkyStaRz: then y didn't u stop him?
SkYliNe TrAnCeR: heh...too bad...
OhMyFuNkyStaRz: lol you're mean will
SkYliNe TrAnCeR: no im being honest
QtPinAiPiMpEtTe: i know this is no excuse...but i didn't see will much..i didn't talk to him much...and will said himself we were fading..but that was all my own fault anyway...so reallie...i have no excuse
OhMyFuNkyStaRz: yeah
SkYliNe TrAnCeR: :-
QtPinAiPiMpEtTe: it's just the fact that i acted selfishly
OhMyFuNkyStaRz: then maybe, not trying to sound upsetting, but maybe u 2 should break up
QtPinAiPiMpEtTe: no
OhMyFuNkyStaRz: depends on u 2 though
QtPinAiPiMpEtTe: what's the reason for our breaking up again frances?
OhMyFuNkyStaRz: cause me n my ex went through something similiar
OhMyFuNkyStaRz: ask will, not me
OhMyFuNkyStaRz: like i said depends on u 2
SkYliNe TrAnCeR: ha...oops...i though we went going out...
QtPinAiPiMpEtTe: no...i mean you said..."then maybe you 2 should break up" er somthin like that
QtPinAiPiMpEtTe: why did you say that
SkYliNe TrAnCeR: we not even going out
SkYliNe TrAnCeR: ...
OhMyFuNkyStaRz: oh
OhMyFuNkyStaRz: well i dunno
SkYliNe TrAnCeR: at least thats what i say
SkYliNe TrAnCeR: iono
OhMyFuNkyStaRz: cause if u two think u two r fading
QtPinAiPiMpEtTe: no....
OhMyFuNkyStaRz: then it's most likely gonna be hard to work things out
OhMyFuNkyStaRz: i'm not trying to sound bad
QtPinAiPiMpEtTe: we hardly saw eachother..or talked to eachother..
QtPinAiPiMpEtTe: n that was mainly my own fault..
SkYliNe TrAnCeR: for the times being it was
QtPinAiPiMpEtTe: that one time wen i didnt see william a lot..wen he went off with ricky alot..i felt we were fading..but that was only because we dint talk am much as we did before..
SkYliNe TrAnCeR: :-X:-X:-X:-X:-X:-X:-X:-X:-X
OhMyFuNkyStaRz: i understand
QtPinAiPiMpEtTe: every single moment we were together..everything was perfect...
OhMyFuNkyStaRz: but we can't always clinge to ppl we love, they have friends and family too
QtPinAiPiMpEtTe: nothing ever to complain about...just being away from him...is what makes things bad...
SkYliNe TrAnCeR: indeed
QtPinAiPiMpEtTe: i know that...which is why i got over that..
OhMyFuNkyStaRz: and u have erin to hang out w/
QtPinAiPiMpEtTe: yes i do...
SkYliNe TrAnCeR: ...
OhMyFuNkyStaRz: even if she's my woman!
OhMyFuNkyStaRz: but we can share!
SkYliNe TrAnCeR: >:o
SkYliNe TrAnCeR: >:o
QtPinAiPiMpEtTe: at that time i dint think about that..i just thought about how much i missed him....
SkYliNe TrAnCeR: im in no joking manner
QtPinAiPiMpEtTe: no...sorry..she's all mine
OhMyFuNkyStaRz: i've known her since i was 5
OhMyFuNkyStaRz: she'm techinally mine
OhMyFuNkyStaRz: we grew up together
QtPinAiPiMpEtTe: okie....
OhMyFuNkyStaRz: *boots erin out of the way* but anyways
OhMyFuNkyStaRz: i need sleep
QtPinAiPiMpEtTe: but every moment without will....hurt me...especially because i got so used to either being with him...if not that...talking to him on the fone..
SkYliNe TrAnCeR: i dont, i cant
SkYliNe TrAnCeR: no sleep for me...
QtPinAiPiMpEtTe: wen those times got lessened...i got scared...n stuff
OhMyFuNkyStaRz: that happens...but life moves on whether it's for better or worse
QtPinAiPiMpEtTe: are you going to sleep now frances?
QtPinAiPiMpEtTe: yeh...
OhMyFuNkyStaRz: soon
SkYliNe TrAnCeR: so, what was joel to you? when you 2 were togther?
QtPinAiPiMpEtTe: but i can't just let this go....i cant just say forget it right here...
OhMyFuNkyStaRz: i need my shopping energy
QtPinAiPiMpEtTe: i need shopping money...
SkYliNe TrAnCeR: ill wear the same stuff for last year
SkYliNe TrAnCeR: frome*
QtPinAiPiMpEtTe: n then i'll get gather my energy
OhMyFuNkyStaRz: i have my mommy for that
SkYliNe TrAnCeR: from*
OhMyFuNkyStaRz: lol
SkYliNe TrAnCeR: im a bum
SkYliNe TrAnCeR: and dont care
SkYliNe TrAnCeR: and i just dont care
SkYliNe TrAnCeR: about school
SkYliNe TrAnCeR: bu til passs
SkYliNe TrAnCeR: ill*
OhMyFuNkyStaRz: go to st.augstine and buy one pair of shoes,get the 2nd for free =)
SkYliNe TrAnCeR: oh well...
QtPinAiPiMpEtTe: heh....gotta get monkeys for the 1st pair..ehHh
OhMyFuNkyStaRz: you're not a chick will
QtPinAiPiMpEtTe: moneys*
OhMyFuNkyStaRz: free tax day and sale!!!
QtPinAiPiMpEtTe: girls gotta have at least 2 weeks worth of new clothes..heh...hMmM
OhMyFuNkyStaRz: it's true lol
QtPinAiPiMpEtTe: then mix match-able ones
SkYliNe TrAnCeR: **thins to self*** monkey? heh...im gonna cry...
QtPinAiPiMpEtTe: .......
OhMyFuNkyStaRz: aww
SkYliNe TrAnCeR: :-X
OhMyFuNkyStaRz: but i'm gonna go now
QtPinAiPiMpEtTe: ok....well...tTyL dear
OhMyFuNkyStaRz: gotta get my shopping groove on for tomorrow
QtPinAiPiMpEtTe: sleep well...n stuff
OhMyFuNkyStaRz: buh bye...hope u 2 work things out
QtPinAiPiMpEtTe: indeed...
OhMyFuNkyStaRz: buh bye
