7:13 a.m. - 2002-08-02
Will w/ Relationships
Nirvana-Smells like teen spirit
I can't sleep. The imsomnia is taking control over me. So much to think about on my mind that I've been pondering about. I talked to my ex Will online. He's really down about him and his girl. I feel sorry for him cause she cheated on him with my friend Joel. I mean I really wanted to tell him. I do have morals,and cheating in relationships are wrong! But Erin,Annette, and Joel begged me not to tell, so of course I felt guilty. Everything Will told me I knew cause I've been there with James, and somewhat with Will when we went out. Hmmm...I don't think I've ever explain the story about me and Will. Will and I went out 3 times my 9th and 10th grade years. He was the first guy I've asked out. LOL! But during our whole relationaship overall...he was so shy and I couldn't take it! I dumped him one time cause He didn't act like a real b/f. Never called, barely talk, just there to hold my hand. I felt so dominant when I was with him. Most girls would take that advantage, but I didn't. If you look back to my archives, Will and I started to date again at the end of Nov. and early Dec. when James and I broke up for a month. But I guess you can say things wouldn't work out for a fourth time, so we didn't go out again, then he went out with Annette and James and I became a couple again. But anyways, I feel very sorry for Will. He hates Joel. And I certainly don't wanna get in the middle of this!
Love comes and goes. Sure yes, we may lose someone we love,but you should wait for the next one to arrive. Hmmm....yes...where is he?!?
