11:16 p.m. - 2002-07-23
The good,the bad,and the ugly
Came back from the mall with Kurstan. My mom and I had this enormous fight in the car when Kurstan was there. It was just horrible! M y mom was all screaming and crap in front of my friends.
Jared came along too with Rubeun. Guess who I met...James new g/f. At first I gave her this evil look on my face. But she introduce herself and she actually seemed nice. She said she heard alot about me, and I go I'm sure you did from James. And I told her I still care about him and take good care of him and make him happy. Kurstan ranked on her so badly. She says she's dirty(cause she was wearing a dindgy bra) an ugly. I just didn't know how to act in front of her. Later they ditched us and went to Rubeun's house. Grrrrrr without telling us. But I'm okay with the fact James has a new g/f. I came to realization that life moves on and I'll find a guy someday. *sighs* I just hope he'll be a great guy who will treat me as good as James did. Till everything went to hell with us. But it's cool. He's happy and that's all that matters and I'm happy for him. But yes, I will be happy too, somehow! *grins*
